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efore heading
farther west, let's eddy out for a few moments
and ponder this question: Why the Heck do we do
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Why
do some people undertake long canoe journeys. Everyone
who undertakes a long voyage, no matter what the means
of transportation, shares similar challenges and
rewards. There is the mixture of thrill, fear and
excitement of entering the unknown.
This
is as true for the modern canoeist equipped with maps
and Geographic Positioning Systems (GPSs), as it was for
Mackenzie, although the uncertainties Mackenzie faced
would seem overwhelmingly daunting to us mollycoddled
modern explorers. All explorers and adventurers also
share, I believe, a selfish, egotistical desire to
experience places and feelings that most other people
don’t, either through choice or circumstance. They
(and I’m chagrined to say that I include myself in
this group) see themselves as apart from most others.
Not superior, but different, and a little bit
privileged. Speaking for myself, I feel that I have
experienced through my canoe trips beauty and feelings
of well-being that have been so complete, so satisfying,
that I have felt close to God. This gives me a strong
sense of self, of accomplishment, meaning, purpose,
identity, and, yes, it makes me feel just a little bit
above the crowd. But I also know that others
achieve these same feelings through others activities
and passions. Canoeing is just my route to the same
place.
There’s
more. The biggest part of any adventure is, as the
famous epithet says, not the destination, but the
journey. To be a truly satisfying journey, it MUST
involve physical discomfort, deprivation, extreme
exertion, and elements of DANGER (real or imagined).
That is why driving to the top of a mountain doesn’t
pack the same sense of satisfaction as climbing there. A
road takes away all the key elements of adventure —
danger (although it could be argued that driving is the
most dangerous activity we undertake, but we all share
this danger, so that negates its value), physical
exertion, deprivation, and hardship. Although the same
beautiful view is there at the mountaintop, the value of
the view is diminished if we drive there. The thrill is
gone is, at least for me, for Mackenzie, and for many
others like us.
Big
journeys are exclamation points in our mundane little
lives. Completing them, or just surviving them, gives us
memories we use to define, or redefine ourselves. I am a
canoe tripper, a voyageur in training. I look back on my
canoe journeys, and look forward to more, with happiness
and not just a little bit of pride. The
value of any canoe trip grows in proportion to the
effort expended, the danger involved, the challenges
overcome, and the deprivation endured. I’m not sure
which of these is most important. It depends on the
individual circumstances and the state of mind of the
paddler. But if we were to take a survey of
everyone who has goes repeatedly on long canoe journeys,
when the talk runs high in the local tavern, it focuses
mainly on ...c’mon, reader, take a guess: The beauty
of the northern sky at night, the terror of listening to
a grizzly bear snuffle around your tent, the
bone-wrenching weariness during a day of repeated
portages, or the thrill and satisfaction of eating
French fries, followed by apple pie (made with canned
pie filling) and ice cream at a greasy spoon restaurant
at the end of the trip. My bet would be on the last.
All
canoe trippers thrive on deprivation. I am not a
masochist. I don’t actually enjoy being wet and cold
and weary. I don’t like putting on frozen shoes and
gloves in the morning. I don’t like rationing my Mars
bars, eating one-quarter of a Mars bar when my body
craves a 12-pack. But a little deprivation makes the
value of things we take for granted increase
exponentially, which makes life a very thrilling, rich
experience indeed. A hot cup of coffee, an entire Mars
bar, a dry sleeping bag...ecstasy. Kings and
Queens
could know no greater happiness. You just don’t know
what’cha got ‘til you don’t have it.
I
can’t resist telling you about an experience, one of
those epiphanies of life, that happened to me many years
ago, on my way home from a 75-day canoe trip in the
western
Arctic
. I was on a flight from
Inuvik
to
Yellowknife
, back in the days when passengers were treated really
well. The flight attendant (they called them
stewardesses in those by-gone days) offered all the
passengers complimentary coffee with liqueur, which she
called “fancy coffee”, and a Mars bar. I was
reveling in my good fortune, dipping the Mars bar in the
coffee, and licking the melted chocolate, then taking a
sip of coffee. Each sip and lick was bordering on
orgasmic. Then, fingers firmly tapping on my shoulder
broke into reverie. “Sir”, said the flight attendant
impatiently, “you’ll have too put up your tray and
finish your coffee”.
“Why”,
I asked, blinking like someone had hit me in the nose.
“Because
we’re landing in
Yellowknife
”.
I
looked around at the other passengers. Not a sign of
coffee or Mars bars. Trays up. Seat belts fastened. I
had been enjoying this treat for over an hour. If only
we would relish all life has to offer us like that, how
rich life would be. Perhaps that is the goal, and the
motivation, of eastern mystics. To experience the joy in
small, everyday things is a darn good reason to keep on
going out into the wilderness. Not the only reason, but
a darn good one.
Perhaps
Sir William Logan, the founder of the Geological Survey
of Canada in 1842 and one of
Canada
’s most renowned scientists, best stated why people go
on long canoe trips: “I have dined with lords and
ladies, chatted with Queen
Victoria
, and have been formally received by the Emperor
Napoleon III. Yet my most cherished memories come...from
a leaky tent, a bark canoe...and the vast and mysterious
wilderness of
Canada
.” Right on, Sir William, except for the bit about the
leaky tent.
But
let’s get back to those crazy mad fools who paddle
across continents, for whatever reason. Mackenzie was
the first European to reach the Pacific travelling
overland by canoe and foot. He and his party hiked the
last 215 miles) following a traditional native trading
path over the
Coast Ranges
from the
Fraser
River
. The path was established for the eulachan trade.
Eulachan, or candlefish, is an oily fish that lives in
the Pacific. The oil was a valuable trading item for
oil-poor inland tribes. Today, we’d build a pipeline
and pump the eulachan inland,.
Mackenzie’s
route to the Pacific was so difficult that it seems few
followed it, especially his route over the Continental
Divide. But we are a species driven to explore, and it
wasn’t long before others were pushing their way to
the Pacific. Their obvious motivation, like
Mackenzie’s, was wealth, control and empire building.
But in their hearts, they were explorers.
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